once im feeling myself, i will be back on the lake, confidently paddling my canoe, birds abundant, sun ray brilliant, my face beautiful, our faces beautiful. Through the joyous choir of chirp, sound begins to fade and the heat loosens into an almost warm pudding air that tickles my liveliness and sends heat waves down my spine,
my eyes shine in harmonius perfection.
my head towards the bank south of the river mouth,
eyes squinting but smile sustained. a beauty so strong and compatible.
compatible: perfectly in tune with my mind.
darker skin than my own, swimming in pudding, coming to surface whispering in her ear, giving her notice.
i cant help but raise my hand in gesture.
her breath, i could feel it brush up against my cheek,
we cry in laughter when we meet eye to eye for the first time .